chicopee

Whew - I'm having a hard day. Don't understand it, BUT I'm just thinking each day will get easier. Nothing is going to keep me from becoming a vaper. I think I heard on one of the you tube vids that your emotions are all over the place at the beginning - yep, I can see that. I'm not shootin' for perfection here. It just makes ya' think what else has the tobacco companies put in the cigs to keep you addicted besides nicotine. I always thought it was really funny that everyone I ran into that still smoked non-generics were smoking Marlboro's (non-menthol ppl). Why is that???

I am noticing that I'm carrying my e-cig with me all over the house - think this is a good thing. Not planning it - it's just happening, yea. And....it's soooooo handy.

Once I get going with the supplies, methods, etc it will become easier - I just believe it. Can't wait for my sense of smell to come back. Been putting pepper on all my food for awhile; I'm sure that will change. I'm really looking forward to experience Christmas and finally taste all the goodies again. Plus, it's such a bummer to have to stand out in 5 below weather smoking - YUK. That's a definition of insanity. Oh I can see it now - me vaping inside watching the snow, ice and wind blow - YEAH.

I'm just hopeful and grateful today. I'm not even worrying about how many carts I'm going thru - I don't care. I'm doing it - that's all that matters right now.

Thanks for being here, all of ya'.

-Chicopee

Rocketman

Yup, chill out, that's the ticket.
Stress, don't need it.

Deep Breathing, uuum puffff, and stay away from the red box xanax laced Marlboros
(naw they wouldn't do that, would they?)